No Rest for Me

It is officially Thanksgiving holidays! Major break from school! I cannot tell you how happy I am to see this break. I am SO EXHAUSTED it is ridiculous.

Tonight I’ve been trying to finish some things for school that are super important, so my ultimate goal of cleaning the house right when I got home did not happen.

Three rooms are all I have done in the house. I am at the point where I feel like a bit of failure for not being able to get everything done and KEEP a clean house. I suppose it is all just wishful thinking, but I’m sure there are some people out there who can make it happen.

I can’t imagine what it is going to be like one day when I have kids. Craziness!

Now, I’m sitting on my couch, and I’m hardly able to move. My whole body seems to ache. I’m trying to figure out how in the world I’m going to get things done and rest since we’re going out of town tomorrow to celebrate a wedding. And, I’m trying to hold these eyes of mine open, so I can talk to my husband again to find out the plans.

You know when you feel like you’ve gone and gone and gone until you can’t go anymore??? That’s me. I’m so far beyond exhaustion that I can hardly stand anyone or anything.

Silence right now is actually a joy.

Now that I’ve typed this though, I’m not actually proud of this. I shouldn’t be complaining. I should just be thankful for having a job, a roof over my head, and great friends.

Sorry for being a downer and for my rant. Just keeping it real.